"The mark of an immature man is that he would die knobly for a cause. The mark of a mature man is that he would live humbly for one" - Catcher in the Rye -WARNING WRITER SPELLING CHALLENGED! But Sometimes you have to say "what the fuck!"

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Once a smoker, always a smoker

Hntells you somethin 'bout your sstate a' mind don't it?... Ss'got you hearin things'got yer nerves shot. S'got you ssmoking... You know it's truuuuuuue nobody ever really quitsss... Smoker's a smoker when the chips're downn and your chips're down, pretty much -Jack Rafferty Sin City

Gee where has the time gone? So much drama, so much life experiences. Long and the short of it is this. My blog was discovered, and was being used against me. Its sad, this seems to happen to a lot of us. Blogs serve as our personal journals, our blank canvas for creative writing, cheap therapy for venting. In the year since I have blogged, I have known so many who suffered repercussions for their blogs, or things they wrote online. Now I guess its my turn.

Colorado has been a disaster. My brothers girlfriend is a manipulative BEYOTCH totally after his money. But, that is between her, her conscience (and my wussy brother). Im out of that one. Living with my roommate has been okay, except that he is less mature than my son. I got really sick since I moved out, and we don’t have any furniture or household items between us, so I wasn’t eating or able to take care of myself. This also made it impossible to work.

I made some GREAT friends here, mainly all men. Ive also pissed off some females while I have been down here. “whatevah…. Playah hatahs!” But, I realize its time to go home. My son wants to live with me again, and Im ready to go back to my life as a sports mom. I have definitely got my partying out of my system. Oh the stories I could tell. But, since this blog is “HOT” I cant.

I met a guy from Washington, and Im hoping that we can road trip together next week. If not, I will drive up by myself. Im trying to get to Washington for the memorial service of one of my close male friends father. Then, Im going to LA for memorial day weekend. My friend got me a ticked to spend his birthday with him. He runs a cannabis club there. Im so looking forward to that trip. The road trip will be fun too, I want to stop at Doc Holidays grave on my way out. Damn…. Im so in love with that man.

Thanks for your support and reading guys.


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