"The mark of an immature man is that he would die knobly for a cause. The mark of a mature man is that he would live humbly for one" - Catcher in the Rye -WARNING WRITER SPELLING CHALLENGED! But Sometimes you have to say "what the fuck!"

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Some Thoughts on SEX and Other Shizat

Glazed Donuts and Judgmental Bitches
Last night I was watching Sex in the City and pondered upon some interesting sexual dilemmas. The episode touched on a couple issues; 1. Samatha being “judged” for her sexually liberated lifestyle, and 2, whether or not women like to kiss after receiving awesome oral sex. Carrie caught Samantha giving a blow job to the UPS man, and this started lots of judgement and discussion regarding what some women will do sexually, and others find unacceptable. Then, Miranda became disgusted after eating a glazed donut while dating a guy who would give her head, make her cum, and then expect to kiss her afterward. Miranda was disgusted with the thought of “tasting” herself. Being judged by other women, and what women find “acceptable” sexual behavior made me stop and reflect upon myself.

I Touch and Taste Myself
As for kissing a guy after he gets you off orally, that doesn’t bother me at all. In fact, I think its mandatory to kiss after receiving awesome oral sex. I had no idea that it was some sort of taboo. I guess this goes with all of the other taboos, such as anal sex, swallowing cum after giving a blow job, or letting a guy give you a pearl necklace, or cum all over your face and hair. These things don’t bother me at all, in fact, I revel in dirty and nasty sex. Maybe its from all the porn I watched, and emulate, Im not sure. The only thing about anal sex that bothers me is when guys try to go back and forth between holes. Once a guy makes the choice to go anal for the night, he better stick with that. Otherwise it can cause a yeast infection and those are no fun. Swallowing cum, or getting it all over you face seems also par for the course. Shit, that is what showers are for anyway.

Judge Me Not
As for being judged by other women for your sexual liberation, this at times bothers me. Some women have a problem with the fact that I, like Samantha Jones, find sex empowering, and I use men. Some women also judge me for the fact that I have sex with boys closer to my son’s age than my own. For the record, I have never had sex with a minor, but if you are over 18….. its time to play ball. I don’t like being judged by other women, or anyone for that matter. I don’t see anything wrong with being sexually liberated. Nor do I see anything wrong with using the young boytoy hardbodies, as they cum along. Maybe it keeps me emotionally unavailable, maybe it keeps me in control. I don’t know. But the way I see it, as long as you are safe, and regularly tested, its Bobby Brown style “My Prerogative”.

Personal Dribble
On another note, it looks like Im moving out of the Captains house April 1st. His girlfriend decided she wants to live here rent free, and I don’t want to have Bitch fights over this house. I don’t want to live with another female, especially one with psychotic designs on my brother’s things. If he is a pussy whipped fool, that’s his “prerogative”. I want out of the drama. So, I found this roommate, a soldier firefighter, and it looks like we are going to get ourselves this punk ass house. I so get along better with men than women. Plus, he has lots of hot ass and young firefighter friends. This should be fun.

Sorry I haven’t been blogging, I know I sound like a broken record. I so appreciate you guys for reading, commenting, and being there in my trying time. Smooch


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