"The mark of an immature man is that he would die knobly for a cause. The mark of a mature man is that he would live humbly for one" - Catcher in the Rye -WARNING WRITER SPELLING CHALLENGED! But Sometimes you have to say "what the fuck!"

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Holidays and HURT!

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I cant really write in a public forum anymore. Too many McCarthy Witch hunters. But if you can read between the lines and look within my posts you will know exactly how I feel... which today is hurt.

"Hurt"

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feeling disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

3 comments:

TheSugarV said...

Don't feel like that...just let it flow through you.

Anonymous said...

That song....it gives me chills...it did when Trent did it and it gave me bone deep chills when Johnny did it..pain is pain....it's like the blood that flows through our veins....it is life....it is living....it is breath....we all have it...we are alive because of it.....we love...breathe and are it...raising a young little girl I am afraid yet know she too will live it's pain and lessons...vader I have rarely left a comment....be strong and know that you are cared for in the "community"......

thephoenixnyc said...

Wow, Vader goes totally high tech. I LOVE this Cash cover. He has done some other really good ones, including U2's BAD.

I am sorry you are hurting today. This too shall pass.

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